moving to livejournal.
too bad if you dont know what's the link,
it's kind of too obvious though.
seunghyun, stop following what i say. ㅠㅠ
this is totally killing me. o:
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yesterday, music bank.
during seunghyun's rap in barae
seunghyun smiles, and holds back laughter.
me: (for no reason) "DON'T SMILE! DON'T LAUGH!" (at this time his rap was gonna end)
the moment i finished typing that, seunghyun looked like he was going to cry.
today, music core.
during seunghyun's rap again
seunghyun was smiling...
(msn convo with yanchiew)
SH, ★ Music is a necessity, something I need to live. says (3:41 PM):
*KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*OMG
*HE'S SMILING AGAIN
*OMG
yeah...i slammed my leg against my sister's bed wooden thing like two hours ago.
and it still hurts.
and there's napfa tomorrow.
and it swelled. (edit: now it's like, going inwards.)
UGH.
what if i said i'm in love,
what if i said i've gotten over you,
what if i said i've forgotten about you,
what if i said you're non-existent,
what if i said i hate you.
what if i said you were just a friend,
what if i said you weren't anything closer,
what if i said you weren't worth my time,
what if i said i'm now regretting my actions,
what if i said those words, what would you do?
... how would you feel?
this is driving me crazy.
i can't concentrate on anything.
thinking of you everytime i close my eyes.
날 사랑한다 해놓고
도대체 어디로 떠난거야 나를 버리고
잡은 내 두 손까지도 우리 약속까지도
나 버리고 깨버리고 어떻게 떠나
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SEUNGHYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!