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Samantha, 14, 950328.
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I like Song Seunghyun. Kwon Jiyong. Lee Jinki. Kim Jaejoong. Lee Donghae. Lee Minho. Oh Wonbin. Music. Stars. Bubblewrap. Food. Sleeping. Me.
Yeah, I like me.

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and i said:

hello people.
im super not in the mood/angry/emo now.
i have to clean up crap and my dad sits/lies on the sofa enjoying his sucky music.
im a human being too. i wna have a rest. and he scolds me.
damn, what am i doing this for?
i want to quit. i dont wna live any longer.
i cant take life like this any longer.
someone come and stab me in the heart. or just kill me with any other method.
all i want is someone to come and help me clean up.
no one knows how it feels to clean things up and other people watching you and not lending a hand at all.
i have been doing this hard work since 2+. and thats more than 2 hours i have done this.
give me a break.
thats me being not in the mood and angry.

i feel that the love i used to have for him isnt there any longer.
maybe its still there. but very little.
it doesnt seem the way it used to be.
perhaps i havent seen him for days. i dont know.
i want to forget him. someday i will forget about him.
maybe its really time to let go.
maybe i should just give up and lead a normal life without love.
i cant take it anymore.
love hurts. the pain i have to take just to love a person.
sometimes i just want to let go and free myself.
love isn't the greatest thing in the world.
i've never loved a person before.
i've never knew love would hurt so much.
i thought we were just friends.
i thought it wasn't love.
until the first time my heart ached for him.
when he gets injured it feels like i've been shot in the heart.
just a smile from him warms my heart.
my first love, maybe it's just going to end like this.
maybe he doesnt love me anymore.
or maybe it's just me.
maybe i'm only being paranoid.
maybe it's just the truth..
maybe i don't love him anymore..
perhaps it's just time to let go.
but my heart clings on.
it's a dead knot, i can't seem to untie it.
maybe i should just wait and see.
when it's the right time, i will forget him.

that's it. i feel so confused.
this is so complicated.
-sigh-
thats all, bye people. [: