Samantha, 14, 950328.
» Thursday, July 24, 2008
and i said:
I'm not trying to make sense here
I'm just trying to make things right
I'm not asking, but I'm telling you.
Baby listen.
-Naman barabwa part 2.
..decided to blog, for no reason.
feeling extremely angry and pissed now.
no, dont worry. none of you pissed me off.
no one ever understands how i feel.
okay, whatever you say. im rude, i dont greet people on the phone.
whatever. whatever. whatever.
but dont you ever realise how i feel?
everytime you open your mouth, you look for my sister.
cant you even recognise my voice?
i know, my sister's more hardworking, got into cedar.
while im lazy, useless and got into tkgs.
whats the use?
i dno whats with everyone and their 'i-am-emo-and-i-am-going-to-cut-myself' thing.
i mean, why would you want to cut yourself and leave a permanent scar there?
you hurt yourself and you hurt your skin, you hurt your friends and family's feelings.
i mean, you feel angry, you stab someone. okay, i dont mean that way. i meant that if you're angry with someone you can like, print out that person's face and stab it.
or ever heard of editing pictures?
take that person's picture and start doing weird things and disfigure that person's face.
i swear, it feels so much better.
and if you feel sad or something, just cry.
why cut yourself?
you're leaving a permanent scar, on both your skin and your heart.
get the drift? its like, you cut your skin, leave a scar there.
then you leave a scar there, when you look at it next time when you grow up, you will remember what happened and you'll most probably remember it forever.
why resort to cutting yourself..?
there are so many better things to do than to go cut yourself foolishly.
i hope people who are thinking, or cutting yourself will read this and get this through your thick head. think about yourself and others, dude.
okay.. enough knocking sense into people's thick heads.
mr teo is.. ridiculous.
my higher chinese is screwed.
geog too.
ughh, i forgot what i wanted to say.
see, how serious my goldfish memory is.
it was just three seconds ago.
never mind, moving on..
YAY! BIGBANG'S 3RD MINI ALBUM'S COMING OUT ON 080801! :D
CAN'T WAIT~~~
okay, 080801 is YYMMDD.
the mv preview was awesome.
i wanted to like, post about this on tuesday(080722) but apparently i didnt. so im posting about this now.
rachel author and i can totally work together to write stories.
we can earn money. :D
who doesnt love money? YOU? no way.
haha. okay..
i think this is okay for not posting for 3 days or so.
byeee!
거짓된 세상 속 불안한 내 맘속
오직 나 믿는 건 너 하나 뿐이라고
가끔 내 맘 변할까 봐 불안해할 때면
웃으며 말했잖아 그럴 일 없다고
(translation)in the world of lies, my burdened soul
i only believe in you
sometimes you get anxious that my heart will change
I smiled and said nothing like that would happen
-Naman barabwa.