2 posts back,
i posted a picture.
a depressing picture of wonbin..
alone.


different people have different views.
i don't know what you think,
but based on the way i look at that picture..
i feel as if i'm the one in there.


in the middle of nowhere..
with nobody by your side..


no friends..
nobody.
no one.


the sun rays hit onto your skin and bounces off,
you hope the sun wasn't shining.
you don't understand why the sun was shining so brightly..
on such a gloomy day like this.
maybe it wasn't such a gloomy day?
maybe it was a happy day,
a day without you around,
and people are enjoying themselves..
without you.


friends, they call themselves yours.
what right do they have,
to say so..
they're not even there,
when you need them the most.


you lean on a nearby tree,
thinking what life could be..
perhaps it could have been much better,
anything was better than this.


not worth it,
they're not worth your tears,
you tell yourself.


they say you've got a lot of problems,
is that anything that they should care about?
problems, so what.
sometimes you wished that they could just..
shut up, and leave you alone.


sighing one last time,
you get your back off the tree.
without looking back,
without dusting off yourself,
you walk away..
with your head high up..
like nothing ever happened.



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GAH I'M SO BORED LOL
WHY THE HELL DID I JUST DO THAT o_o
it's so random i can't believe myself.
i'll see who actually thought that i was depressed.